Saturday, July 17, 2021
The Reservoir July 16, 2021
Tuesday, November 17, 2020
Orion November 15, 2020
Last night I happened to wake up in the wee hours. My eyes opened to the west, as they usually do here at Pi, to a sight that took my breath away. Even without my glasses, I had no trouble making out the constellation Orion, perfectly framed as it was by the large square window in my bedroom and perfectly brilliant as it was in the moonless, cloudless sky. The effect was startling, as though Orion paused in suspension, communing with me, just waiting for the chance that I would take him in. “Look at what magic passes by while you sleep,” he seemed to be saying.
I rooted around to find my glasses and walked onto the deck to get an even better view. By the time I crawled back under the covers, Orion was already out of frame. How lucky to have witnessed that special moment, when moon, fog, clouds, earth, stars – and even architecture – all conspired to captivate.
The Frost November 9, 2020
This morning I awoke to a pasture covered in frost. It was our own West Marin winter wonderland. The temperature outside was 26 degrees, the coldest I can recall. Time for me, finally, to turn on the heat.
Tuesday, November 10, 2020
Cinderella November 9, 2020
While wildlife encounters here at Pi offer a near-steady source of wonder, the past few months have been a bit of dry spell metaphorically and physically. By the end of July, my little bobcat and my large heron had ceased to stop by. The badgers seem to have finally vacated their long-term squat in my septic system. June had the first-time sighting of a quail couple, but never any offspring. No coyotes visited this summer or fall; not even the sound of their howls pierced the night.
On the other hand, I’ve had a few little mice to keep me company, as it were. More than just droppings, in fact far too frequent sightings of the critters themselves. One was kind of plump, another very tiny with a bent tail. They flash by me and disappear so quickly into who-knows-what crevice that I can’t really get to know them. After failing to redirect them outside with the threat of a terrifying broom, I reluctantly lured them to their doom with old-fashioned Victor traps baited in almond butter. My friends Kevin and Yang happened to be out here at the peak of their unfortunate extermination, and we three were astonished to catch two small mice in single trap.
And then there are the birds – not the raptors or the shorebirds – but the little “backyard” birds that flit about my garden and pasture to delight. Whether it’s real or just my perception, there seem to be many more birds this year than in the past. Despite owning several local bird guides, I am nearly hopeless when it comes to wrapping my head around their names. Some I can easily identify, like barn swallows, red-winged blackbirds, robins, goldfinches, and swifts. But the little guys like sparrows, wrens, vireos and who know what else – they all just blend together in my mind as “little brown and white birds that occasionally sing”.
The birds seem to take no notice of my ignorance, or at least they don’t begrudge it. Every day they greet me. In fact, I’m beginning to feel like the Disney version of Cinderella, encircled by affectionate little mice and birds just hoping to play with me. I knew it was getting bad when I started to envision making little jackets for my mice, as Cinderella did for Gus and Jaq. Or when I imagine that the birds are really out there to keep me company, to help me with my chores, or even to inspire me to hope with a chorus of “A Dream is a Wish your Heart Makes.”
Tuesday, October 27, 2020
Every day, the sunset October 27, 2020
Saturday, August 29, 2020
Son et Lumiere August 21, 2020
July was uncharacteristically dreary here, and the NEOWISE comet came and went without a sighting.
But August brightened up considerably. I was ready for star-gazing and preparing for the Perseids. My friend Yang and her husband happened to be up for a weekend of hiking, and over a “socially distanced” dinner on the deck, a very bright star caught Yang’s eye in the southeast, just as the sky darkened. A google search told us it was Jupiter, with a fainter Saturn just to its lower left. I checked in with my friend Mike, an astronomy buff who confirmed my suspicion. He told me to pull out my binoculars and that I should even be able to see a few of Jupiter’s moons. It was, in a word, amazing!
Damn if we weren’t channeling Galileo.
A few days later I geared up for the Perseid meteor shower with another friend, Jeannette. By 9:30 pm, with planets, constellations and the Milky Way effulgent, a few meteors started to appear. I lay on the hammock and gazed overhead, letting the occasional streak of light singe a path along my retina. Greedy for more, I repeated the process in the early morning hours.
By the weekend, the meteors had dissipated and the temperature had soared. In the wee hours of Sunday morning, I was awaked by the sound of motorcycle speeding up Route 1. As I tried to settle back into sleep, I notice a soft pink burst of light underneath the cloud cover. I went out on the deck to look in all directions and concluded that this light show was another gift of the cosmos. A radar map provided the answer: a thundershower in the Pacific Ocean, off the coast of Santa Cruz. I crawled back under the covers, watched and waited with anticipation. Over the course of the next hour, the sky lit up brilliantly and let loose with the longest riff of thunder I had ever heard. Spectacular.
But also, devastating. The lightening show that rocked the Bay Area that night also ignited dozens of small fires, now enormous and terrifying, encroaching on communities and exhausting firefighters. A subsequent burst of lightening on Tuesday brought a fire to the Point Reyes National Seashore, near the Woodward trail. I spent a restless night, signing up for various alerts, seeking out information, and offering to help at the evacuation center being set up at the West Marin Elementary School down the street. It was difficult to sleep that night, and the subsequent nights, knowing that a fire was raging just a few miles from me and that a gust of wind carrying an ember could easily set a field ablaze.
Yesterday brought new sights and sounds – of airplanes and helicopters as they head for the fire. We humans like to think we are in control, and climate change has made clear that our power is indeed tremendous. But when I witness the meteors, the planets, the stars, the lightening, even the fires, I am grateful that there are forces so much bigger than us, forces that will continue to be here forever. How long will we still be here to revel in them?
Friday, August 21, 2020
The calf and the coyote August 14, 2020
As my friend Jeannette and I started up the grassy Bolinas Ridge Trail from Sir Francis Drake Boulevard, we encountered a calf, attached to its mother and nursing right on our path. We paused so as not to disturb the duo, and while waiting we spotted a coyote, who was also concentrating on the calf. The mother noticed the coyote too, and there ensued a three-way standoff. One could almost sense the coyote salivating, but the formidable presence of the mother gave him pause. Eventually the calf and the mother joined their bovine cohort, the disgruntled coyote moved on to seek easier prey, and Jeannette and I continued on our walk.
Monday, August 3, 2020
The Newspaper July 20, 2020
Phase 3 in my attempt to feel like a real resident here (after the acquisition of a mailbox and the installation of the internet) was to get home delivery of the New York Times. I called to initiate a temporary change of address for my subscription, but once again my initiative was thwarted by the slippery nature of my address. Highway 1 (the Post Office version) didn’t ring a bell, nor did State Route 1 (the ATT version), so I had to resort to one of the other three options. Ding ding ding – the New York Times managed to pull “Shoreline Highway” up in its system, and in theory, I was good to go.
But last Monday, when the change of address was to have been activated, no paper appeared in my driveway. I called the NYT to let them know that delivery was likely having a problem. When the paper didn’t show up again on Tuesday, Wednesday, and Thursday, I repeated the process. Each time a new note was added for the delivery log, including my phone number to sort this out with me directly, and each time the note, allegedly, went higher up in the system, so that perhaps the problem might be noticed and resolved by a supervisor.
On Friday morning, the familial blue plastic-wrapped lump appeared in my driveway, and I greeted it with the warmth I’d lay on an old friend. So happy to see you! Sorry the trip was so arduous. Now let’s sit down and have a cup of coffee and catch up.
Sunday, July 5, 2020
How Hard Can It Be? June 25, 2020
Yet for a newcomer like myself in the hamlet of Point Reyes Station, which is literally falling off the edge of North America onto the Pacific Plate, establishing either a snail or electronic connection seems incomprehensibly complicated.
A few years ago, I decided to get a box at the local Post Office and was able to do so by producing my property-tax stub. I got a very sturdy key to a rather puny metal box numbered 1213, and I asked a few people to try sending me something there. Though one birthday card managed to slip through, other mail was returned to sender. The problem apparently was that I could not use “Route 1” as my street address. It had to be “Highway 1”. Also, I was then told, do not even think of putting the words “PO Box” on the address, especially for packages. Just append #1213 and stuff will be delivered.
Highway 1, #1213 found its way into my address, and I finally started to receive letters and packages. With the mail problem seemingly solved, I turned my attention to procuring WIFI. Readers will know that I’ve been off the information grid since the inception of Pi, fifteen years ago. No landline, no cable TV, no internet, no cellphone service. But now that I’ve been contemplating moving to Point Reyes permanently, and especially with COVID isolation, I thought it was about time to get internet and to enable WIFI calling.
In my first effort to get connected, I contacted our local (and, in fact, only) cable service provider, Horizon. I knew my house had been wired for cable when it was built, so I figured this would be an easy fix. So close! I walked into the Horizon office on Mesa Street, set up an appointment for the technician to inspect and install the following day. The good news: cable is indeed wired in the house; the bad news: there was no connection from the house to the service line in the street. This meant that I would have to hire someone to dig a trench and install the line; the estimate proved to be $1400. (I should mention that the sweet technician retrieved my cat from the crawl space under the guest studio, so the visit wasn't a complete bust.)
But the cable technician also confirmed that a phone line, also installed during construction, was indeed connected to the trunk line at the street. So Plan B: the phone line. I knew that some of my neighbors used ATT U-verse for their internet service and that it worked well.
However, upon inquiry, multiple ATT agents told me that service to my home was impossible. It took about a dozen phone calls over as many months, to discover the problem. While the Post Office insisted on Highway 1 as my address, ATT did not recognize Highway 1. It didn’t recognize Route 1 either. But with State Route 1, bingo, we had a hit. (Note that I hadn’t even considered a fourth possibility, CA1, or a fifth, Shoreline Highway, which is what is used on the street sign!)
I put in an order for a U-verse hookup, but was informed that no one could come out to the house to install because of COVID. Instead, they would send me the modem and I can just plug it in and of course it will work.
You can see where this is headed. I needed to get the modem delivered to the Post Office, and I made it clear to ATT that the modem must be delivered to Highway 1 (not State Route 1) and that is must contain the addition of #1213. Well, of course, that instruction was ignored, the package was labeled State Route 1, and it was never delivered. In fact, this happened three times over a period of two weeks, despite their assurances of "Yes, I will take care of this for you" and "Yes, yes, we have the correct shipping address."
Fortunately, the third package was sent by Fedex, and ATT emailed me a tracking number. I even managed to speak with a Fedex agent, but discovered that I had to be the sender rather than the receiver to change the address. So I lied. I talked to a supervisor and learned that at 6:30 pm the package would return to the Petaluma Fedex distribution center, which closed at 7 pm. It was a Friday evening. I dashed out there during the little window of time and retrieved it.
Not only did I have the modem in hand, but I also received a text from my neighbor that an ATT agent was spotted on my property initiating the service. (I guess COVID didn't stop him after all!) I returned to Pi, poured a glass of wine, opened the box, plugged in the modem, and held my breath. It worked.
Thursday, June 25, 2020
That Poor Gopher June 14, 2020
The Quail June 14, 2020
Thursday, October 24, 2019
The Library September 11, 2019
This post is rather unpleasant, but it must be said that the little library in Point Reyes Station, as sweet, as well-stocked, and as friendly as it is, is not conducive to reading, writing, homework, or contemplation – any of the activities one might associate with a public library. As one of my friends said recently in response to my frustration, “This isn’t your mother’s library.”
Indeed it isn’t. In a little town where everyone knows each other, perhaps peace is too much to ask for. No one in this library speaks softly, staff included. Every conversation happens at full-throat, and there is certainly no shushing. The library is the nexus for a variety of groups, such as the knitters, a surprisingly chatty bunch. Really, knitters? Isn’t there some other venue for knitting in town?
Or how about the after-school clutch of pre-adolescent boys who seem to have nowhere to go and no interest other than video games? There they are, on a daily basis, their unlocked bikes and helmets piled up against the rack to signal their takeover, tethered as they are to the screens by headphones and shouting to each other across the room about their cyber adventures.
On one occasion, as I was cowering in a corner trying to concentrate, the librarian offered me noise-cancelling headphones, and I then noticed that a number of the other older readers were similarly adorned. I welcomed the auditory armor.
As much respect as the library has for its knitters, gamers, and clubs, couldn’t there also be some respect for the person who just comes looking for a space to catch up on books and periodicals, write a term paper, or peruse the internet? I think so.
Tuesday, September 10, 2019
All Roads Lead to Pi September 6, 2019
Friday, August 23, 2019
A Conversation August 15, 2019
One of the many beautiful aspects of living at Pi is its agency for connection. At first blush, Pi might seem an unlikely vehicle, as it is so remote and I am off the grid. But I think it is precisely because of this isolation that Pi fosters deeper appreciation for each other. It takes a while for a friend to drive out here, and once here, he or she is a little less impatient to leave. Visiting isn’t just a casual whim or a quick coffee, it is a meeting borne of intention.
Call of the Wild August 13, 2019
Like many women my age, I rarely sleep through the night, but to catch a shooting star, sleeplessness can be an advantage. Right now, the earth is hurling though the Persiad meteor shower, and I’ve been exploiting these nocturnal interruptions in attempts to see it.
Following a few nights of obstructive fog, last night finally was clear. I ventured out onto the deck to encounter a nearly full moon, whose silver light bleached out any faint photons from a shooting star. As I lingered to adjust my eyes in hopes of a glimpse, the pungent scent of a skunk came my way, and I thought, “Better go inside!” Perhaps I was threatening that critter’s turf, and I was hoping that turf wasn’t just below me.
As I tried to ignore the stench and get back to sleep, a red-tailed hawk started screeching. Then quickly came the piercing cry of what at first I feared to be a animal injured by the hawk, but it was so incredibly loud that it seemed unlikely to be a raptor’s prey. I finally concluded the howl must have come from a coyote somewhere in the midst; it was a three-note song, followed by a short report of barks. I crept back out to see if I could find the creature, but no luck.
I decided to linger and turned my attention back to the sky. Soon I spied a few meteors. Be it earth’s animals or cosmic debris, it is all amazing.
My Little Mouse August 12, 2019
Readers will have read about Bob, the bobcat, otherwise known as “My Little Bobcat”, a welcome constant in my summer life at Pi. At dawn, he rests in the grass near Route One and warily peers over to me through the glass door as I make my coffee. In mid-afternoon, I peer back at him as he patiently prowls for gophers in the hot pasture.
Now I appear to have a new constant, yet I have yet to lay eyes on him. When I came up here in July, I found a few mouse droppings under the kitchen sink, cleaned up the area, and then saw nothing more for about a month. But the evidence is now overwhelming; “my little mouse” is back – and thriving.
So far, just cleaning up, removing edibles hasn’t done the job. I bought high-frequency emitters that are supposed to keep rodents at bay – no luck. Last night I tried just leaving the kitchen lights on as a deterrent; still the little droppings. I even have a cat! What self-respecting mouse would hang around in the middle of all this?
Last night I found myself dreaming about Gus and the other little mice in Cinderella. Perhaps acceptance is another strategy. Good grief, I don’t want to harm the little guy, I just want to gently scoop him up and encourage him to kindly move elsewhere. Suggestions?