Monday, November 7, 2016

The End of Summer September 4, 2016

I have packed up the car with the remainders of the fridge, a stack of laundry, recycling, and trash.  I have gathered up some of my clothes, books, and jewelry, and Pogo is preparing to leave too.  I am about to move back to San Francisco after spending much of the summer here in Point Reyes, off the information grid and immersed in nature.

I linger here to jot down these few words.  How sad I am to depart from this expanse of sun and wind!  To say goodbye to sitting for long hours on the deck as I read, or worked a puzzle, or slept.  To close up my little studio which I came to appreciate too late.  To leave behind the bike path, the yoga classes, the friendships made over these past three months.

It has been an experiment in slow living, and it has been successful.  So successful, in fact, that I question why I am returning to San Francisco and to a quickened pace and congested traffic.  There are friends there too, of course, and I am longing to reconnect with them.  I am supposed to start a new adventure – an architecture program – in two days!  But this uprooting is hard.  Was there ever a more perfect spot than this little plot of land on the edge of our continent? 

The Return of Annie to Pi August 15, 2016


Almost Pi is a place where, I think, feelings can be felt more deeply.  They are savored, examined, free from the buzz of the text or the temptation of email or news flashes.  Annie has moved back to California after one year and eight months of a challenging rehabilitation.  The last time I saw her at Pi was New Year’s Eve, 2014, and I thought perhaps I would never see her again.  It is here, at Pi that I can recall the despair of that evening in full, and when I see her here before me once again, I am filled with as much joy now as I was then in grief.